EVERYTHING THAT COMES IN MY MIND

Finally, when I got to know that I don't have to see you for long from now (may be one more month only)  something in me has changed a lot and this realization has made me cry like hell post lunch and yes I am happy that it didn't happen in front of you. What bothered me the most all these days was your attitude, the way you made me feel uncomfortable in your presence. Right now I feel that I will miss all these things after one month, I genuinely wish that the thing that happened today, didn't happen ever . I know now my days will pass seeing your whatsapp dp and your facebook posts.

Finally, when I got to know that I don't have to see you for long from now (may be one more month only) but something in me has changed a lot and this realization has made me cry like hell post lunch and yes I am happy that it didn't happen in front of you. What bothered me the most all these days was your attitude, the way you made me feel uncomfortable in your presence https://www.makemytrip.com

Once upon a tym dat is frm 27th December 2013 to smwhr till 5th July 2015 I meant everything to you. Your every word started from me and ended with me. You could have done everything for me and I was dumb enough to make you my world,to listen and believe whatever rubbish you said. You said my mom won't let us stay together so I fought with her for you and obviously you were very happy when i did so for you, you didn't realise the god damn pain I went through, but still I was happy coz I had you with me but after few days mom was dere wd both of us and everything was going on very smoothly. Yes you behaved rudely with me over simple things, you used slangs for me even after all these and never even bothered to say sorry after behaving dat way but I never minded dose coz I had a feeling dat you won't leave me. After completion of the very 1st year wd you I came to mysore. Yeah both of us were sad coz distance was very uncomfortable to both of us.

Another day without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know how much it means For you to stay right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad, I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lyin' in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be lookin' in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharin' in everything you do I wanna grow old with you...... It's nearly 4 months that I have walked on those roads holding your hand. :( I want 27th June to come as quickly as possible

Benaam rishta woh, bechain karta jo Ho naa.. sake jo bayaan,  darmiyaan Darmiyaan Darmiyan Darmeyaan Darmeyan Kuchh tto tha tere-mere darmiyaan

As the date comes closer,I wonder if we will never meet again?? Was our friendship only for these 5 months? Will this be the end??

Title sounds filmy?? But I loved these three words wen it came to my mind for the 1st time. So, kolkata-the city of joy, the place where I belong to, the place where I have spent the most important part of my life,I want to get back to that place all over again and this time for ever.. I want to walk on those roads again, I want to take an auto from kalikapur and reach jadavpur everyday coz wenever i used to reach jadavpur I used to feel as if i have conquered the world coz from that 8b bus stand i can reach to any corner of kolkata. I want to hear those shouting of hawkers in esplanade in frnt of Oberoi Grand. I want to taste the biriyani of alibaba near my house, I want to have phuchka competition wd tanmoy. I want to visit birla planetorium, south city, eliot park, victoria memorial, eco park, park street, petercat all over again . In fact , i want to visit each and every corner of kolkata all over again.. This city has the charm that can mesmerize me any time in spite of its 44 de...

To a friend, whom i know for nly 3 mnths but watever i know bout you i know the real you. Whenever i'm with you i feel happy in ds boring world of infosys. You simply make my day wd ur stupid perverted jokes. Big thank you to you for tolerating my torture nd irritating you to the power of infinity. I remember the day when i was crying just coz few ppl said dat u all need to go to chennai as u all wl be gtng java testing as ur stream. What haunted me da most was fear of loosing u , ur perverted , stupid comedy nd being alone :(  . Deep down in my heart i know dat i will never get a frnd lyk you nd dats da reasn i dnt want to loose u ever coz its impossible fr me to survive in infy wdout u. 

The transititions from being a student to be lyk a student at office.

Shb record kora thakbe tomar ontorborti shunnotaye..

Shb record kora thakbe tomar ontorborti shunotaye

Ei parashpar ei kothin raat Tomar purono ajuhaat Ei alor niche gupte thaka  Chayar shikor chirte chai Ei ulkapaat ei bishri raat Aachomka ei goponotar Sobh dhangsha hawar agei ami Tomar chokhe vijte chai  Aar keu tomar vashate Shomudrer bhalobashate Firiye niye gelo tomay Ahoto jhinuk shoikote Aar chira chorit jirnotay  Amar premer tikhnotay Sobh record kora thakbe tomar Antorborti shunnotay... Jodi ek muhurter jonneyo amay chaw Shetai Satyi

PUJO ESHE CHOLE O GELO AND TARPOR LOKHI PUJO O HOYE GALO.DEKHTE DEKHTE AEI BOCHOR TAO KETE JABE. BUT THE PLACE WHERE I BELONG NEXT IS STILL UNKNOWN TO ME AND THE REST OF THE WORLD. WHAT LIES AHEAD OF ME IS ONLY THE DARKNESS FROM WHERE I SEE NO RAY OF LIGHT. EVERYDAY AT HOME IS A SAME BORING DAY WITH SOME TAUNT WORDS FROM PARENTS NOT ONLY ABOUT THE FUTURE BUT ALSO ABOUT THE MAN WITH WHOM I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH. WHAT THEY BASICALLY SAY IS THAT THEY CAN'T SHOW THEIR FACES TO THEIR OFFICE COLLEGUES  BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A FUTURE  AND THAT ALL THEIR COLLEGUES'S SONS AND DAUGHTERS HAVE A SO CALLED FUTURE. THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE IS AT PRESENT AND IT MAY REMAIN SAME IN THE DISTANT FUTURE.

we are the girls . We have our small wishes,nominal demands and aims to fulfill in our lives after being someone's daughter,sister,girl friend,wife,daughter in law and mother. But sometimes due to the responsibilities these roles bring in our life we fail to fulfill the wishes and the aims in our lives. We fail to live our life in the way we wanted to when we were a kid. This is a general scenario reality is much more cruel. Reality is till the time we are in the care of our lovely parents achieving the aims looks simpler. But as soon as we meet our so called "prince charming" we need to think about them , their family ,their insecurities,ego and possessiveness coz we want to spend our lives with dat so called prince charming,we get attached to them and staying wd dm bcms a habit so we start destroying our own sweet dreams bcz of dat person. Coz we think rather we r made to think dat if we are not stayng wd dm acrdngly one fine day dat person wl move on and we wl b dr c...

I don’t want to live without You, I don’t want to live How should I explain it to (convince) You? Without You, my heart is always anxious (You don’t know to what extent I love You) I’m waiting for You You are my heart and soul My heart chose The path that leads to Your heart If You would be with me Living life would be so easy for me I’ll live/pass my life only with You, I can’t do anything about it (I’ll live my life only with You, that’s my deepest desire)  Have faith in me (Trust me) Where would I go after leaving You? You are like my shadow In Your face itself I can see the glimpse of Almighty God I pray for You, I bow down to You Listen to my acceptance of You (I accept You as my beloved) I don’t want to live without You, I don’t want to live How should I explain it to (convince) You? Without You, my heart is always anxious (You don’t know to what extent I love You) I’m waiting for You You are my heart and soul........  <3 <3 <3

Call centre is the place where I do a job after being a B.Tech graduate . But for a B.tech graduate like me and that toooo from Pailan call centre is a only destination to remove the "unemployed" tag from my name. My day starts at 5:30 am every morning  coz i need to get dressed up and leave house at sharp 7 coz if i reach "LETS ASSIST" at 8:02 instead of reaching at sharp 8:00 for consecutive 3 days  500 bugs will be deducted from my salary. Loosing 500 rupees means so much for a shopaholic like me. But life is not so easy after reaching there apart from the fact that you get to sit in the ac after travelling for an hour in the scorching sun. One just need to login to a machine and shout at top of their voice with the same boring script and try to convince the busy Australians to turn on their computer and listen to the guidelines that we will tell them. When i get a call from vodafone customer care 7 times a day i normally cut the call and block those numbe...

9th august 2010 was the day wen I started my clg lyf and not nly me everyone who joined pailan college of management and technology that year started their college life from that day and a new JOURNEY started. A journey which was to last for four years. A journey which was made memorable by the people surrounding me . These four years were a blend of laughter , few fights, few sadness , few moments which will stay in our memory for many more years to come. Now from this date only 5 more days are left wen I can go to college as a student. After these five days I will b known as a ex student of this college. I remember the days when I thought that going to 'the college' is so tiring and attending the class is a torture. But.  now when everything is coming to an end I want those days back . I dnt want the time to fly away so early. But it is tooo late. Some of the best thing about our batch are as follows : 1. For no reason we say 'packet toh '. 2. We come late to c...

Some things or people come in our lives when we least expect them and these are the things that we want to cherish forever and smile unconciously when we think about it. Coming to the story that started on 28th of december 2013. Like all other days it was a normal boring day as I had nowhere to go other than staying at home. It was 11 o clock in the morning when a text came from Moulika . Text was something like this " pocha someone is deeply in love with you and wants to take you out for a date. "  Reading this I thought she was trying to play some childish pranks with me so I replied that I know u love me and I love you too. But she replied that yes I am the one who loves you but there is someone else who loves you too and you know that person too. I asked the name of the person . She said Tom da  . Hearing the name I replied that I dont know him . So naturally a long conversation went on between me and puchki aka Moulika. It was afternoon when I was about to sleep I got ...

" Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling.  But finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling.  A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you forever, no matter what.  They say that nothing lasts forever, but I am a firm believer in the fact that for some, love lives on even after we're gone.” -Cecelia Ahern