Once upon a tym dat is frm 27th December 2013 to smwhr till 5th July 2015 I meant everything to you. Your every word started from me and ended with me. You could have done everything for me and I was dumb enough to make you my world,to listen and believe whatever rubbish you said. You said my mom won't let us stay together so I fought with her for you and obviously you were very happy when i did so for you, you didn't realise the god damn pain I went through, but still I was happy coz I had you with me but after few days mom was dere wd both of us and everything was going on very smoothly. Yes you behaved rudely with me over simple things, you used slangs for me even after all these and never even bothered to say sorry after behaving dat way but I never minded dose coz I had a feeling dat you won't leave me. After completion of the very 1st year wd you I came to mysore. Yeah both of us were sad coz distance was very uncomfortable to both of us.
Finally, when I got to know that I don't have to see you for long from now (may be one more month only) something in me has changed a lot and this realization has made me cry like hell post lunch and yes I am happy that it didn't happen in front of you. What bothered me the most all these days was your attitude, the way you made me feel uncomfortable in your presence. Right now I feel that I will miss all these things after one month, I genuinely wish that the thing that happened today, didn't happen ever . I know now my days will pass seeing your whatsapp dp and your facebook posts.
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