I don't want to get hurt again

I do want to trust your words

I do want to care for your tears,
I do want to love you again lyk before,
I want to talk to you like before
I want to forgive all your mistakes

BUT

I am scared of getting hurt again,
I am scared of crying in that darkness
I am scared of feeling tortured again
I am scared of living a life that is not worth living
I am scared of that physically present mentally absent days of mine..

IN SHORT

I am afraid to trust you all over again
I am afraid to come in your words, those fake tears all over again

BECAUSE

I don't want to get hurt again.

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JUST THAT MOMENT

Kal result berobe bole 5:30 pm obdi wait korlam but berolona...Kal j kotobar j page ta refresh korechi k jaane... Barite eshe o du bar refresh kore dekhechi j kichui nei ...But 7:00 pm nagad jst akbar khulechi dekhi naki notification fr odd semestr examination.... Oi akta moment r jnne jst kichu bhoy peyechilam..Ami tarpor members area te dhuke dekhlam j kichui nei ... ki height!!!!! Tarpor ami abar oi notification ta k mble i dwnload korlam.. But amar mble ta ato jali ota likhe dilo file format not supported.. Tkhn amar helplessness ta dkhar mtn chilo...bhai k o bolte parchilam na coz o age giye ma k bole dbe.. Tarpor ami abhishikta k phone krte giyeo korlam na.. cz o BG r porikha dichlo... Ami raja k cl kore hello o blini jst bollam j beriye geche.. Raja bujhte parini kichui.. tarpor bllam result... Rajar kthar mdhye jst kno expression chilo na jst bollo "dara dekhchi".... Tarpor height of comedy is bhai nijei niche theke chachiye bollo j 25th e reslt berobe, shetar notifi...

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I don’t want to live without You, I don’t want to live How should I explain it to (convince) You? Without You, my heart is always anxious (You don’t know to what extent I love You) I’m waiting for You You are my heart and soul My heart chose The path that leads to Your heart If You would be with me Living life would be so easy for me I’ll live/pass my life only with You, I can’t do anything about it (I’ll live my life only with You, that’s my deepest desire) Have faith in me (Trust me) Where would I go after leaving You? You are like my shadow In Your face itself I can see the glimpse of Almighty God I pray for You, I bow down to You Listen to my acceptance of You (I accept You as my beloved) I don’t want to live without You, I don’t want to live How should I explain it to (convince) You? Without You, my heart is always anxious (You don’t know to what extent I love You) I’m waiting for You You are my heart and soul........ <3 <3 <3

aamar sohor kolkata

Title sounds filmy?? But I loved these three words wen it came to my mind for the 1st time. So, kolkata-the city of joy, the place where I belong to, the place where I have spent the most important part of my life,I want to get back to that place all over again and this time for ever.. I want to walk on those roads again, I want to take an auto from kalikapur and reach jadavpur everyday coz wenever i used to reach jadavpur I used to feel as if i have conquered the world coz from that 8b bus stand i can reach to any corner of kolkata. I want to hear those shouting of hawkers in esplanade in frnt of Oberoi Grand. I want to taste the biriyani of alibaba near my house, I want to have phuchka competition wd tanmoy. I want to visit birla planetorium, south city, eliot park, victoria memorial, eco park, park street, petercat all over again . In fact , i want to visit each and every corner of kolkata all over again.. This city has the charm that can mesmerize me any time in spite of its 44 de...

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