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I don't want to get hurt again

 I do want to trust your words
I do want to care for your tears,
I do want to love you again lyk before,
I want to talk to you like before
I want to forgive all your mistakes
  
 BUT

 I am scared of getting hurt again,
I am scared of crying in that darkness
I am scared of feeling tortured again
I am scared of living a life that is not worth living
I  am scared of that physically present mentally absent days of mine..

   IN SHORT

 I am afraid to trust you all over again
I am afraid to come in your words, those fake tears all over again

  BECAUSE

 I don't want to get hurt again.


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