EVERYTHING THAT COMES IN MY MIND

Finally, when I got to know that I don't have to see you for long from now (may be one more month only) but something in me has changed a lot and this realization has made me cry like hell post lunch and yes I am happy that it didn't happen in front of you. What bothered me the most all these days was your attitude, the way you made me feel uncomfortable in your presence https://www.makemytrip.com

Once upon a tym dat is frm 27th December 2013 to smwhr till 5th July 2015 I meant everything to you. Your every word started from me and ended with me. You could have done everything for me and I was dumb enough to make you my world,to listen and believe whatever rubbish you said. You said my mom won't let us stay together so I fought with her for you and obviously you were very happy when i did so for you, you didn't realise the god damn pain I went through, but still I was happy coz I had you with me but after few days mom was dere wd both of us and everything was going on very smoothly. Yes you behaved rudely with me over simple things, you used slangs for me even after all these and never even bothered to say sorry after behaving dat way but I never minded dose coz I had a feeling dat you won't leave me. After completion of the very 1st year wd you I came to mysore. Yeah both of us were sad coz distance was very uncomfortable to both of us.

Another day without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know how much it means For you to stay right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad, I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lyin' in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be lookin' in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharin' in everything you do I wanna grow old with you...... It's nearly 4 months that I have walked on those roads holding your hand. :( I want 27th June to come as quickly as possible

Benaam rishta woh, bechain karta jo Ho naa.. sake jo bayaan,  darmiyaan Darmiyaan Darmiyan Darmeyaan Darmeyan Kuchh tto tha tere-mere darmiyaan

As the date comes closer,I wonder if we will never meet again?? Was our friendship only for these 5 months? Will this be the end??

Title sounds filmy?? But I loved these three words wen it came to my mind for the 1st time. So, kolkata-the city of joy, the place where I belong to, the place where I have spent the most important part of my life,I want to get back to that place all over again and this time for ever.. I want to walk on those roads again, I want to take an auto from kalikapur and reach jadavpur everyday coz wenever i used to reach jadavpur I used to feel as if i have conquered the world coz from that 8b bus stand i can reach to any corner of kolkata. I want to hear those shouting of hawkers in esplanade in frnt of Oberoi Grand. I want to taste the biriyani of alibaba near my house, I want to have phuchka competition wd tanmoy. I want to visit birla planetorium, south city, eliot park, victoria memorial, eco park, park street, petercat all over again . In fact , i want to visit each and every corner of kolkata all over again.. This city has the charm that can mesmerize me any time in spite of its 44 de