EVERYTHING THAT COMES IN MY MIND

PUJO ESHE CHOLE O GELO AND TARPOR LOKHI PUJO O HOYE GALO.DEKHTE DEKHTE AEI BOCHOR TAO KETE JABE. BUT THE PLACE WHERE I BELONG NEXT IS STILL UNKNOWN TO ME AND THE REST OF THE WORLD. WHAT LIES AHEAD OF ME IS ONLY THE DARKNESS FROM WHERE I SEE NO RAY OF LIGHT. EVERYDAY AT HOME IS A SAME BORING DAY WITH SOME TAUNT WORDS FROM PARENTS NOT ONLY ABOUT THE FUTURE BUT ALSO ABOUT THE MAN WITH WHOM I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH. WHAT THEY BASICALLY SAY IS THAT THEY CAN'T SHOW THEIR FACES TO THEIR OFFICE COLLEGUES  BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A FUTURE  AND THAT ALL THEIR COLLEGUES'S SONS AND DAUGHTERS HAVE A SO CALLED FUTURE. THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE IS AT PRESENT AND IT MAY REMAIN SAME IN THE DISTANT FUTURE.

we are the girls . We have our small wishes,nominal demands and aims to fulfill in our lives after being someone's daughter,sister,girl friend,wife,daughter in law and mother. But sometimes due to the responsibilities these roles bring in our life we fail to fulfill the wishes and the aims in our lives. We fail to live our life in the way we wanted to when we were a kid. This is a general scenario reality is much more cruel. Reality is till the time we are in the care of our lovely parents achieving the aims looks simpler. But as soon as we meet our so called "prince charming" we need to think about them , their family ,their insecurities,ego and possessiveness coz we want to spend our lives with dat so called prince charming,we get attached to them and staying wd dm bcms a habit so we start destroying our own sweet dreams bcz of dat person. Coz we think rather we r made to think dat if we are not stayng wd dm acrdngly one fine day dat person wl move on and we wl b dr c...

I don’t want to live without You, I don’t want to live How should I explain it to (convince) You? Without You, my heart is always anxious (You don’t know to what extent I love You) I’m waiting for You You are my heart and soul My heart chose The path that leads to Your heart If You would be with me Living life would be so easy for me I’ll live/pass my life only with You, I can’t do anything about it (I’ll live my life only with You, that’s my deepest desire)  Have faith in me (Trust me) Where would I go after leaving You? You are like my shadow In Your face itself I can see the glimpse of Almighty God I pray for You, I bow down to You Listen to my acceptance of You (I accept You as my beloved) I don’t want to live without You, I don’t want to live How should I explain it to (convince) You? Without You, my heart is always anxious (You don’t know to what extent I love You) I’m waiting for You You are my heart and soul........  <3 <3 <3

Call centre is the place where I do a job after being a B.Tech graduate . But for a B.tech graduate like me and that toooo from Pailan call centre is a only destination to remove the "unemployed" tag from my name. My day starts at 5:30 am every morning  coz i need to get dressed up and leave house at sharp 7 coz if i reach "LETS ASSIST" at 8:02 instead of reaching at sharp 8:00 for consecutive 3 days  500 bugs will be deducted from my salary. Loosing 500 rupees means so much for a shopaholic like me. But life is not so easy after reaching there apart from the fact that you get to sit in the ac after travelling for an hour in the scorching sun. One just need to login to a machine and shout at top of their voice with the same boring script and try to convince the busy Australians to turn on their computer and listen to the guidelines that we will tell them. When i get a call from vodafone customer care 7 times a day i normally cut the call and block those numbe...

9th august 2010 was the day wen I started my clg lyf and not nly me everyone who joined pailan college of management and technology that year started their college life from that day and a new JOURNEY started. A journey which was to last for four years. A journey which was made memorable by the people surrounding me . These four years were a blend of laughter , few fights, few sadness , few moments which will stay in our memory for many more years to come. Now from this date only 5 more days are left wen I can go to college as a student. After these five days I will b known as a ex student of this college. I remember the days when I thought that going to 'the college' is so tiring and attending the class is a torture. But.  now when everything is coming to an end I want those days back . I dnt want the time to fly away so early. But it is tooo late. Some of the best thing about our batch are as follows : 1. For no reason we say 'packet toh '. 2. We come late to c...

Some things or people come in our lives when we least expect them and these are the things that we want to cherish forever and smile unconciously when we think about it. Coming to the story that started on 28th of december 2013. Like all other days it was a normal boring day as I had nowhere to go other than staying at home. It was 11 o clock in the morning when a text came from Moulika . Text was something like this " pocha someone is deeply in love with you and wants to take you out for a date. "  Reading this I thought she was trying to play some childish pranks with me so I replied that I know u love me and I love you too. But she replied that yes I am the one who loves you but there is someone else who loves you too and you know that person too. I asked the name of the person . She said Tom da  . Hearing the name I replied that I dont know him . So naturally a long conversation went on between me and puchki aka Moulika. It was afternoon when I was about to sleep I got ...